Ladies, how many of you feel this way?

Maybe your unhappiness withh yourself coupled with hormones makes you want to think of reasons not to have with him he wouldnt shower and when he did you started focusing on his gut. Maybe you just need a way to spice things up a bit like next time, climb in the shower with him and focus onbhis eyes and how he touches you, not his body.my boyfriend is pretty chunky too and sometimes i'm disgusted by it but I focus on other things to get my mind off it. Don't worry, I think things will get better. Goodluck.